Disclaimer: This is so silly and I do realize that.
I am semi-ashamed to admit it (I am admitting it nonetheless), but I have a little collection of future baby items nestled away. This isn’t that crazy for a lot of women, it is for me. I have never been one to plan my wedding as a 10 year old or dream of becoming a mom. Nothing wrong with that, it just isn’t (wasn’t) me… at all. However, somehow I have garnered a little collection of future baby Farrar things (in an effort to sound less silly, I will mention that I didn’t walk into stores and purchase these. They were finds from my adventures). I have kept them partly because I really do think they are wonderful. And that part that thinks they are wonderful thought it would be fun to share them. On a distant day in the future, pregnant I can look at this and laugh.
Seeing change in myself isn’t always fun, but in this case, I feel as if I am maturing naturally (though writing this post might show my immaturity, who knows). Or it is the fact that I miss my nieces so much. Either way, I can surround myself with fun baby things <–does that sound a little creepy?